Nov 19, 2008

希望 Hope

面對牆上的白紙黑字, 竟沒有了感覺
面對一張張的照片, 竟沒有了感覺
面對安靜的你, 竟沒有了感覺
突然意識到我已讓腦袋放空很久
原來我已任由情感凋零很久
原來此刻的我已經離你很遠很遠
原來我已不在寄望因為不想失望
原來我已成為失去生命的軀殼
願我的心再次跳動
願我的情感再次呼吸
願我的生命再次跳躍
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Reading those words written on the wall, I feel nothing
Looking at those photos, I feel nothing
Facing a quiet you, I feel nothing
Suddenly, I realize that...
I have let my mind blank for a long time
I have let my feelings withered for a long time
I have been away from you for a long time
I have not kept hoping because I don't want to be dispointed
I have been a body without breath
May my heart beat again
May my feelings flow again
May my life dance again

對話 Dialogue

你說: 你是孤兒寡母的父
你說: 你與我走到世界的盡頭直到末日
你說: 你大能的雙手必定扶持我
你說: 孩子, 不要懼怕, 哭泣, 我愛你至深, 至切

我的眼, 看不見你擺設的未來
我的手, 摸不著你設下的屏障
我的心, 去不到你預備的家鄉
我的淚, 流不盡我心中的悲傷
我的人, 瘋狂的想逃往你的臂彎
你說: 你看著心疼著我的眼淚
你說: 你捧著我顫抖受傷的心
你說: 你拖著我四分五裂的世界
你說, 你說, 你說...
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You say: you are the father of widow and orphan
You say: you will walk with me till the end of the world
You say: your mighty hands will hold me
You say: child, don't be afraid or cry. I love you to the death
But
My eyes can't see the future you have planed
My hands can't touch the protection you have set
My heart can't reach the home you have prepared
My tears can't wash away the sorrow in my heart
Whole of me is longing to run into your arms
You say: you look at me and treature every drop of my tears
You say: you hold my trembling and broken heart
You say: you hold my collapsing world
You say, you say, you say...