鏡子 Mirror

我托著鏡子, 不住的看
鏡中是如此真實, 無可否認
我拖著鏡子, 不住的看
試著看出你所看的, 矯正你所說的黑點點
我拖著鏡子, 不住的看
為著緊緊跟著我的黑點點
心碎哭泣不絕

年復一年
我拖著鏡子, 不住的看

年復一年
你不絕的在我耳邊呢喃
年復一年

終於, 我抬起頭 看見你的面
你用溫柔的雙手擦乾我的淚
終於, 我抬起頭 看見你的面
你看著我的眼 說著一遍又一遍
我會愛你 抱著你一直到永遠

我丟下了鏡子, 被你擁入到胸懷
被愛及接納 我的真實及缺殘
愛你 因你不變恆久的愛
信你 因在你手中有我最好的未來
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I was holding a mirror and looking at it;
What it showed was so real and undeniable.
I was holding a mirror and looking at it;
Trying to see what he saw in me and fix the black spot he told me.
I was holding a mirror and looking at it;
Weeping for the spot that was, is and will always be with me.

Years and years...
I was holding a mirror and looking at it.

Years and years...
You have been whispering over me.
Years and years...

Finally, I lift up my head and see your face;
You wipe away my tears with your gentle hands.
Finally, I lift up my head and see your face;
You look into my eyes and say it over and over again...
I will love you and hold you forever till the end.

I drop the mirror and am held by your hands;
I have been loved and accepted in the way I am;
I love you for your love for me till the end.
And trust in you for the best you have for me in your hands.

沈默的吶喊 Crying in silence

我還是喊了出來

在心裡
以為不再痛, 以為已感受不到痛
但就如被截肢一般
手是不在了
感覺依然
痛依然
多久, 還要多久

你說 會海闊天空的
你說 會陪我走過
你說 會再次飛翔
你說

你的話成為我的安慰
你的話成為我的力量
你的話成為我的希望

但願你的話不只是言語
但願我看見且經歷到你的話
但願我的相信成為真實
但願...

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Again, I cried it out
in my heart
I thought I won't feel pain anymore; I thought I can take that pain
But it is like cutting my hand off
my hand is gone
but the feeling is there
the pain is there
How long? How long would it be?

You said, I will see the the sunshine again
You said, you will be there with me
You said, I will fly again in the blue sky
You said...

May your words not be just word itself
May I see and stand in your work of your words
May what I believe become so true and real
May....

笑與淚 laugh with tears

一只封塵很久的箱子
早已忘了
也不想再翻開
但
無意間
被人攪動翻亂
哭了
因不想回顧
笑了
因不再需要保存那只殘破的箱子
我
流著淚笑著
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A box, locked for a long time
forgot it for years
don't want to open it either
But
suddenly
someone opened it, poured it out
I cried
for I don't want to see those things in the box
I laughed
for I don't need to keep this old broken box anymore
I laughed with tears

開始 New start

時間像是不會斷的河水, 流啊流...

該如何劃清界線, 向過去說再見
終於
在記憶的儲藏室中, 畫出一道線
停止在那陳舊的皮箱中尋找
上了鎖
轉過身
邁開步
重新開始吧!!!
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Time is a river, running without stop
How to draw a line in time to say good-bye to the past
Finally
I draw a line in the storage room of my memories
Stop searching in the old suitcase carrying laughs and tears
Lock it up
Turn around
Step out
Let's have a new start!!!

酸與甜 Sweet and sour

那天和一個剛信主的朋友聊天, 他說到生命就是一段和上帝相交的時光. 他的話不禁點醒了我, 在我的生命中, 這段與神交往的時光, 有多少是在與祂賭氣, 與祂爭鬧, 又有多少時光是真正愛祂, 與祂交心的呢?
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The other day, I had a chat with a friend who just accepted Jesus as his Lord. He mentioned that life is the time to have relationship with God. What he said made me glimpse something: how much of my life that I spend on arguing or wrestling with God and how much of my life that I love Him truly and worship Him?

knock, knock...

Knock, knock...
"Is anyone there?"
Knock, knock...
"Could you let me in?"
Knock, knock...
"Please open the door!"
Knock, knock...
Knock, knock...

I run out my tears and strength
sitting on the ground outside of the gate
"knock, knock..." I say...

I stare at the door and wait
leaning on the door shut behind me
"knock, knock..." I say...

You open the door with tears on your face
smiling to me and say...
"my love, sorry for making you wait
I have prepared the best for you, my beloved."

Knock, knock...
Knock, knock...
The pounding of my heart has been heard by my beloved...

Knock, knock...
Knock, knock...

smile

前兩天搭捷運時, 在車廂中看到一張立貼, 上面寫著: "讓陽光照進車廂. 對你身邊的來個微笑吧."
看了, 嘴角不禁微笑了起來, 在這冷冷的空氣中, 灰灰的車廂裡, 臉上的微笑就像是溫暖的太陽花...
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Couple of days ago, I saw a note sticked on the glass of London underground. It was saying: make the sun shine on the underground; smile to the person you see next you."
Reading it, I can't hold my smile. In the chilly air, gray cart, the smile on our faces is the warmest sunflower...